My daughter is getting progressively worse. As I have already mentioned, on September 7, 2009, after we had a really fun weekend, including going to the fair, my daughter was acting worse than usual, because she had just went back to more manipulation and alienation from them between September 6-7, 2009. She has put her hands around my throat a few times, and she is being told how to do it, because she puts her thumbs right in my carotid arteries.

Days after I had already told her not to put her hands around peoples' throats, because she could really hurt them, on September 11, 2009, she did it to me again while we were horsing around in her room, and I told her not to do it again. She was also lightly slapping the side of my face, which I also told her not to do. When I picked her up to hug her and give her a good-bye kiss, before we left to the drop off spot, she gave me a hug, then put her thumbs back in my carotid arteries and slapped my face, and I just put her down without a kiss.

She was being rude on the way back, and I told her really to knock it off. At some point she threatened to cut me with a pair of children scissors we brought so she could cut her Otter Pop, after she finished her pizza on the ride since she was hungry.

She saw the sign on the window at the Peace and Justice Center, next to Yankee Tattoo, that said, "God is love," and she started saying, "God is hate." It doesn't help any that her main influences are an atheist/psychopath and other ignorant psychopaths.

She is only acting like this, because of these bad influences, and their increased manipulation and alienation with her, while trying to distress me, since my lawsuit was dismissed. They only let up, because of the suit, but now that it's been dismissed...

I know it's only because of what they're saying and doing to her that she acts like this. Whenever I start to really leave her area, she holds onto me and begs me to stay. On 9/11/09 she even held onto my arm when I started to walk outside and followed me, holding my arm the entire way. When she's acting out in the car, and I start to ignore her, she tells me I'm "being mean" and asks me to turn around and pay attention to her. Sometimes I do. This time, I wasn't so much, because when she squeezes my throat, it's different for me from a few hours due to my surgery years ago. (I can hardly wait until she does it to one of your family and friends... She will never be prosecuted for anything, before any of you, for anything she does, even when she's an adult since you enabled, encouraged, and excused this to continue screwing up her childhood leading to adulthood.)

I asked her, a few times, why she doesn't choke her mother or Mr. Meek, and she would not answer. The obvious answer is because she's afraid of their retaliation. I don't have to inflict my beliefs or attitude on my daughter, and I couldn't possibly with such limited contact. If Mrs. Meek's concerns were validated, then they would have been validated by now, but they will never be validated.

There aren't many high quality people at the school (UID in Jericho) where she goes either based on my experiences with them on May 1, 2009 so they aren't looking out for her interests.

I am really getting tired of this, and I know Mrs. Meek should have been/should be charged with custodial interference since Madison should have been in my custody per visitation order the times Mrs. Meek failed to appear and even took Madison out of a school performance early only to bring her to Mrs. Meek's mother's trailer in Colchester, not to her mother's place in Jericho.

Like I said, this has only been getting worser since the suit was dismissed, and their increased alienation and manipulation of my daughter as a result.

After she has done some of these things, I've said to her that I would just stop trying for custody and give up on her, and I asked her if she would like that. Her response is always, "No."

When Madison got out of the car on 9/11/09, after she had been calling me "dummy" a lot, thinking it was funny, she called me "dummy" with a big smile on her face at the drop off when she had earlier let up a little, and Mrs. Meek said nothing. (Of course not, because they like to play their games with a child's mind.) Madison only really does this briefly after getting her or when it's about time to return her and while returning her.

To paraphrase my daughter's rudeness: 'Are you dumb, blind or deaf?'

Something will happen, because the system does nothing in the interests of my daughter (and others) or justice, and I've gone against the odds before this. I will do well with a jury trial WHEN Mr. Meek and I get into it, because he continues to ruin parts about my daughter, while the system allows it, and I have everything I have, and I am sick of this being allowed to continue.

This is only because of their alienation that you allow, and I'm just trying to get my daughter to see the light of the situation, so don't get on my case about how I try to resolve it and get her to see, when you are blinder than Stevie Wonder.

When she hurts somebody, because you leave her with this situation, then I will be right there defending her, and saying charge the criminals in power. The "criminal justice," not American Justice, system does nothing but allow this criminal behavior to continue. It's only "criminal justice," because it is run by criminals.

I'm also now working toward my degree in medical transcription, which I should have in four months and work right after, while Mrs. Meek doesn't even have a GED.

As I've asked numerous times, when are the circumstances substantial and unanticipated?

There needs to be a change in custody, or this will come back and bite you where the sun doesn't shine, and I hope she hurts one of your family or friends when she gets older, if you allow her to continue being raised with these negative influences.